I don’t know what to write.

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It’s been a few weeks since I had a post.

A few weeks since that when I actually had a good post.  And I don’t have a clue what to write about.

This blog was to be a soul searching let go no holds bar catharsis.  And I did that.  Once.
I got a few likes on facebook from friends about this post: (link)  I felt great.

Nothing like the response I expected.  (which was nothing).  Now I feel that I need to top that somehow.  I have set the high water to myself and I don’t know what to do now.  I have left the momentum drift away.   It will be the harder task to try to re-engage with the same energy I had before.  Like a hangover after a raging party, I just want to do nothing.  And maybe watch a little netflix.  What ever happened to South Park on Netflix?

But I don’t really care.  I got a few likes.  A much better response than I ever actually dreamed of.  So what do I do?  I don’t know.

Everything I want to write sounds the same.  General low level depressive thoughts.  F&cking assholes of the world. F This.  F that.  Piss Off.   But I can’t be pissed off all the time and write about that. No one wants to read a rambling hate filled mess.  And I don’t want to keep spewing crap like that anyway.

Time to change your attitude Brown.  It really doesn’t matter after all.

Happy New Year.  Let’s make it a great year.

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