It’s been a few weeks since I had a post.
A few weeks since that when I actually had a good post. And I don’t have a clue what to write about.
This blog was to be a soul searching let go no holds bar catharsis. And I did that. Once.
I got a few likes on facebook from friends about this post: (link) I felt great.
Nothing like the response I expected. (which was nothing). Now I feel that I need to top that somehow. I have set the high water to myself and I don’t know what to do now. I have left the momentum drift away. It will be the harder task to try to re-engage with the same energy I had before. Like a hangover after a raging party, I just want to do nothing. And maybe watch a little netflix. What ever happened to South Park on Netflix?
But I don’t really care. I got a few likes. A much better response than I ever actually dreamed of. So what do I do? I don’t know.
Everything I want to write sounds the same. General low level depressive thoughts. F&cking assholes of the world. F This. F that. Piss Off. But I can’t be pissed off all the time and write about that. No one wants to read a rambling hate filled mess. And I don’t want to keep spewing crap like that anyway.
Time to change your attitude Brown. It really doesn’t matter after all.
Happy New Year. Let’s make it a great year.