Emotions.
Emotions building up.
I can’t take this anymore!
I NEED HELP!
But I can’t say that!
That would be admitting defeat.
Too hard to say…
I Need Help.
Nope.
Try again.
Try again.
Try again.
All on my own effort.
SMASH!
BAM!
Smash my head against a wall.
It’s a wake up call.
OK….
I need help.
I was afraid today.
I let it affect my decisions and my actions.
I shrunk.
I backed away.
I was full of fear.
I did not attack.
I did not conquer.
I was a coward.
I ran away.
Like a coward.
I Backed Down.
And it hurts.
But next time I won’t back down.
No.
I won’t back down.
Next time.
Next time.
Next time.
When dealing with a scorpion, I WILL get stung.
I thought it was going to be different.
I was Complacent.
I was Delusional.
I was in Fantasy.
Face the facts.
Face the facts.
Face the facts.
OK.
I lost the battle.
Time to move on.
I will be better prepared next time!
Lesson learned.
I Do.
and
I AM.
I Do.
and
I AM.
I Do.
and
I AM.
Is there anything else?
Breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe.
It is all ok.
Criticism.
Contempt.
Yelling.
Dislike.
Disrespect.
Condemnation.
Failure.
Worthless.
Screaming.
Yelling.
LOUD Yelling!
ARGHHHHH.
Unsatisfactory.
Disapproval.
“WHY DID YOU DO THAT?”
So what?
So what if no one likes you?
“What in God’s name are you doing?”
So what?
So what if everyone yells at you?
“Do you even know how to do anything right?”
So what?
So what if I get yelled at for everything I am trying to do?
I did the best I could do.
And that is all I can do.
Next time it WILL be better!
Just let it go!
Move on.
Be YOU!
Doubt.
Resentment.
Self-pity.
Fear.
Self-Doubt.
Defeatism.
Depression.
Sadness.
Uncertainty.
FEAR!
FEAR!
FEAR!
It is all just FEAR!
Time to take action!
Just take Action!
ANY ACTION!
MOVE!
MOVE!
MOVE!
Let’s MOVE ON!
“Do you enjoy losing?; Because it sure looked like you did today!”
I just walk away.
Silently.
Come on!
You are better that this!
I don’t need to listen to this negative talk.
Get OUT THERE!
It is OK TO BE GREAT!
Nostalgic on the past.
Thinking about what could have been.
Coulda
Shoulda
Woulda
Coulda
Shoulda
Woulda
Should have.
Could have.
How different things would BE!
If only…
If only…
If only…
What if?
Oh well…
That is in the past now.
No changing the past.
A worthless, mindless wander.
Past is gone.
But not must go back.
Can’t go back.
A mindless wander….
Let’s move Forward!!
Indecision
Worry
Fret
Unease
Fright
Anxiety
Fear
Stress
Contempt
Scared
Concern
More Fear
Call it what you want…
But it is all standing still.
So….
It is NOW….
Time to MOVE!
Breathe.
Worried.
Breathe.
Worried.
Breathe.
Worried.
Worried about what other’s think.
Worried.
Why?
Who cares?
Live your life!
